This week I was on vacation. No, we didn’t go anywhere. We had no plans. It was just a week of just the two of us, spending time together. I think that this past week Joe and I have gotten closer. Our relationship has flourished in a way that took us even by surprise. I wish that this week would never end. I just love my husband so much. I wish that we could spend every hour together. But then how would the bills get paid? Haha! If we could both work from home that would be awesome.
If you are reading this, please pray for Joe and I. We have been going through a couple personal things that we cannot disclose at this moment. We are just asking for a little extra prayer.
I am back at home in Texas this weekend minus the love. I came home to celebrate Shiloh’s third birthday. I spend most of the night over with her and Aaron. I’ve pretty much fallen back in love with Shiloh. I cannot believe that three years ago today that precious being was brought into this world. She was so tiny and today she is just so big and so smart and so funny. She made me laugh. She is at that age that she is just talking up a storm and she wants you to do this and do that with her. I just love it and we had so much fun. Aaron is slowly starting to warm up to me. It may be a little while longer. He is so much different than his big sister. He is very shy and very sensitive. Total opposite than Shiloh. I look forward to see them grow up. I wish that they lived closer so I could see them everyday and be apart of their life more than I already am. I love them so!
I hate being away from Joe. It’s like a part of you is missing. I cannot wait to be back home with him. But I wish I didn’t have to go back to work. This week has flown by so quickly.
Anyways, I should sign off for now. I know it has been awhile since the last update but I am working on it. I’m going to try to keep this updated as best as I can.
This past week my husband’s dear grandmother lost her battle with cancer. Even though I didn’t know her for that long, I took the news of her death very hard. As I drove to tell my dear husband that she had passed I found myself bawling my eyes out, and my hands shaking as I drove. I can’t explain why I took it so hard, I just did. But I had to be strong for him.
Sitting back recalling memories of my own life I can’t help but think that life is short. The life that we live is short. We are here one day and gone another. It’s the circle of life.
I hope that my sister is reading this right now. If she is I want to let her know that I love her so much. I hate that we haven’t spoken to one another in weeks. It feels a lot longer than that. I wish that we could come together peacefully and work on our relationship…one day at a time. I don’t want my life to go one without her in it. She’s like the missing puzzle in my life. I miss her so much. I miss calling her up and talking for an hour or so. Catching up on life. So Allison, if you are reading this…I miss you. I miss you in my life. I wish we could go back to square one and work on our relationship. I know that it will take time to perfect and resume where time took off, but I’m willing if you are to work on it. Baby steps. I love you so much and I can’t bare to not have you in my life. Call me, text me, just anything….
Life is short…live our days just like they are our last….
So I have decided…well taken some great advice from ma soeur to change my blog from blogger to tumblr…
I’m going to test the waters and see which I like better. Considering blogger is attatched to my gmail account and all. We shall see.
Not much new here. Went on a 5k workout today. I suprised myself really. I usually only do it for 2 miles. It wasn’t bad. I didn’t focus on how long I was walking but I just watched my own personal tv that was attached to the treadmill. Haha Nothing like the Duggars to take my focus off of walking. HaHa I think that I will be doing the 5K at least twice a week now. We’ll see how it goes.
Anyways, I think that I’ll cut it short.